Im D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.E.D...

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...
selamat petang.... who ever u are..
thanks 4 reading!

I just not in a good mood...
im disappointed..im confuse..

I call JKNT (jaba. kesihatan negeri terengganu) again today,
updating the progress of my request..
transferring back to HSNZ, kola terengganu..
n the result...
yupp.....not promising.
n i m feel really bad!
still...until now... my name is not in the list...
meaning that ..i need to stay another mnth in this hospital
till the next meeting..
tu pon belum tentu lagi my name akan naik next month!

its actually the 3rd time i heard the same excuse from whoever she is that answered my call
and im getting tired of waiting!

Ingatkan mintak pindah intra state will be much more easier then inter state..
tp bila dah macam ni....It make me confuse...
I rasa macam nak hantar form lain
but this time..mintak balik KL/Selangor terus...
tp frankly... i xsure wat best for me...

I like kerja kat jabatan surgery @ HSNZ
plus i already developed quite a good rapport with the superiors there..
which will help me alot 4 my Master nanti...

BUT...
working under JKNT make me SICK!!!
so much problem...
dgn pendaftaran penuh tak dapat lagi...
arrgghhhhhh...
tension!!!

Allah..please help me...
show me the path which best 4 me...
("_)

oh tuhan ...sinarilah kiblat ku...
tetiba hazami kan...
huhuhu