A thought to share..a worry actually!

salam...
selamat mlm..

1st of all, sorry my dear blog 4 not writing on u 4 quite sometime..
i realize i just need U when im not in good condition..
sorry 4 that...

so 4 the same reason I need you tonite..
to share my thought..
more on worry actually.

Actually my fren and I plan nak menghabiskan cuti bulan april ni dgn memancing kat tasik kenyir.
I pon tak tau dlm banyak2 xtvt kat dunia ni... kenapa la memancing menjadi pilihan

Frankly...i mmg x reti memancing..
dulu zaman kanak2 masa kat kampung tu ada la rajin2 g memancing kat parit
biasanya guna pancing buatan sendiri...
buluh dan tali pancing ikat dgn mata kail dan gabus..
umpan...cangkul tanah cari cacing atau tangkap belalang..
tapi yg buat aku tak minat memancing ni sbb tak pernah ada hasil
huhuhu mmg tangan tak bertuah..
so sbb tu xpernah terpikir pon nak g mancing bila dah besar2 ni..

but that not the main story.

my plan ni yg tau cuma my fren yg akan join the programme je
none og my colleague kat Besut ni yg tau..

Nak di jadikan cerita, 2 days ago, one of my colleague ni suddenly borak wit me.

Norzi: falah mung tau dok aku mimpi mung mlm td.
Me: huh? ko biar betul. mimpi baik punya ke? Ni yg berdebar ni.
Norzi : Woit! Lucah betul la mamat ni...bukan la..mimpi horror
Me: ahahaha..aku ingatkan mimpi apa tadi..ekekeke
Norzi: aku mimpi ko lemas dlm tasik..bla bla bla

SENTAP!!! I terdiam seketika...
she didnt even know pon Im going to tasik kenyir this week..

"Aku nak g Tasik Kenyir weekend ni Norzi..." balas aku lemah.
Ha? Air muka dia pun terus berubah
"ala xpela..ko g..tapi hati2 la..." tambah Norzi dan terus dia ubah topik lain.

pandaila ko nak amik hati aku... ( aku ckp dlm hati je)
tp mmg bukan salah dia pon... like u can control ur dream kan.

ha!!!
SO..that is the main story.
sejak semalm..Aku mmg x senang duduk..
hati ini berbelah bg..mmg nak pergi sgt2, tp dlm hati bimbang kalo ada benda2 buruk terjadi
not that i want to take her story seriously...tp kenapa aku tetiba masuk dlm her dream?
pastu lemas dlm tasik plak tu...kenapa bukan pantai ke laut ke parit ke longkang ke?
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

Anyway...aku akan pergi gak tasik Kenyir tu as plan
dah sewa boat for quite large sum of money gak utk 3hari 2 mlm..
so takkan nak bazir mcm tu je kan..

I belive in Qada' & Qadar
U cant avoid of wat had written 4 you.
so... bismillahi tawakkaltu a'la Allah

Just in case...if anything happen to me..
From the deep bottom of my heart, I'd like to ask 4 forgiveness for all my wrongs

p/s I love you..i really hope i will be able to post the story about my journey to tasik kenyir in this blog again!